Yeah! 2dae got results liao. I'm going 2 3e1 next year! I'm quite happy with d group & subjects i'm allocate to, and wei hao will also b in d same class as mi, but i'm quite disappointed dat i'll b in d same class as Melvin.

vindicated @ 2:24 AM

This holidae boring sia. Everydae not watch TV, then play computer games like y8.com, mofunzone.com, Combat Grounds, Harbinger, Maplestory, Spiderman 3, Matrix-The Path of Neo, Command and Conquer, Max Payne or cards games lyk Duel Masters and 'Cho Dai Ti' with muaii cousins. So far muaii cousins didn't invite mi to watch movies with them. During d past, we always had d habit of going 2 Vivocity during d holidaes. Even b4 d official opening of Vivocity, we have already went there 4 times. There's me, Kevin, Ryan, Shawn and Angus. We go there very often and had a great time. I luv d cinema and arcade there, yeah! Sometimes, we also splash water at each other at d shallow pools at d top level. But now, all these 'traditions' hav became history to me, but not them. All bcoz of last year during December. Bcoz we went there almost everydae and play like SIAO and made a fool of ourselves, muaii mum was really mad and was really upset dat muaii cousins 'bullied' her and show no respect 4 her. So when she couldn't take it anymore, she went 2 complain 2 muaii aunt, muaii grandma and many of muaii relatives. Muaii relatives were so furious at Kevin and Ryan, especially their parents, and got scolded. Soon, hatred and grudges arised btween muaii mum and muaii cousins. We still meet each other, but at first, they're still quite unfriendly to me, let alone muaii mum. They said muaii mum backstabbed and betrayed them. But soon, best frenz again, yeah! I'm really suffering from peer pressure dat time, moreover, muaii parents wanted 2 divorce. So I understand how muaii mum felt. She even cried over d phone when talking 2 muaii grandma. It has already been a year, i thought muaii cousins hav already 4given, but it seems lyk they still hasn't totally. So far, i only watched 1 movie since October, which was Bee Movie. Last tym, we would watch about 9 to 10 movies during d holidae. Hope 1 dae muaii cousins invite me 2 catch a movie @ Vivocity. But i think now already very good liao. I can get 2 stay overnite @ muaii Grandma's house @ West Coast, with Ryan. We had so far stay overnite about 5 times dis holidae, and there will be somemore in d near future, dis tym, with both Ryan and Kevin. Kevin has almost. We enjoy spending quality tym with muaii grandma lyk talking 2 her, go shopping with her, or hav meals together. We also have lots of fun over there. In short, we have very close bonds, yeah! And we all luv Jay Chou! JAY CHOU RAWKS!

vindicated @ 7:09 AM

What's wrong with me? I feel tired all the time. I tend to sleep more recently. I'm always frustrated for the past one month. I get angry easily, I'm always in a bad mood. For a moment, I'm fine and happy, but the next moment, my mood suddenly change. Not only that, my eating habit is getting poor. When I'm down, I would gobble down lots of food to make myself feel better. Because of this, my weight is getting more and more shocking (it's soaring). When I eat alot, my weight will gain, and when my weight gains, I feel guilty and frustrated, and when I'm frustrated, I would eat alot, and it goes on and on. I'm getting really rebellious and complains for the whole day. I'm really not happy with myself, the world, and everything. I always feel so dissatified, and my thoughts always running wild. I felt so worthless and awkward. Even thoughts of commiting suicide flashed through my mind. Sometimes I wonder why is God so unfair. Why is this happening to me.

vindicated @ 2:14 AM

Here r 12 things u may not noa about mi but u MUST.
1)I was born premature.
2)I was mistaken 4 being autistic when i was 4 as i seldom speaks and mix with others.
3)I was seduced and molested by muaii galfren when i was 5 as we were young & ignorant @ dat tym.
4)I almost got drowned when i was 6 as some1 pushed mi into d water @ a swimming pool.
5)I was only baptized when i was 7, while most other Catholics were baptized not long after their birth.
6)I only learnt how 2 ride a bike when i was 9.
7)I almost lost muaii life when i was 11,when riding d 'Wet and Wild' @ d Escape Theme Park. I broke & fractured muaii left arm.
8)Muaii parents almost got divorced when i was 13, as muaii dad didn't giv maintenance & mentally abused her & they couldn't get along well.
9)I was constantly molested by Melvin when i'm studying Secondary 2.
10)I usually made d 'wrong' frens, mostly in primary school, so dun b angry,my girl, Mark or any1 else who regard mi as ur fren. They r mostly lazy or nerdy, dat's all.
11)I'm lazy, i'm demanding,especially 2 muaii parents & forgetful. I always complain about life and daydreams alot. I'm also a jealouspot. When i get angry, i could cause earthquake. I would throw & smash things everywhere, bang d wall, wardrode & so on, scream at d top of muaii voice & beat d person or people i'm mad at, destroy or dirty d person's properties, & lastly, run into muaii room or d bathroom, bang d door & cry silently inside.
12)D thing i'm afraid of d most is DARKNESS..............................................

vindicated @ 1:30 AM

DIS HOLIDAE IS GONNA B VERY SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOEVER WANTS TO COME INTO MY LAIR. FEEL FREE TO DO SO. I WANT TO HAVE GALS TO ENTERTAIN MI WITH THE MOST FUN GAMES THAT I CAN COME UP WITH. HAHAHA...........

vindicated @ 2:17 AM

For those who went into muaii blog and type something inside d c-box, i want 2 give muaii greatest tnx & i really APPRECIATE ur comments. Feel free 2 reply. But PLEASE DO NOT SPAM MUAII BLOG, kaes?

vindicated @ 2:12 AM