What's wrong with me? I feel tired all the time. I tend to sleep more recently. I'm always frustrated for the past one month. I get angry easily, I'm always in a bad mood. For a moment, I'm fine and happy, but the next moment, my mood suddenly change. Not only that, my eating habit is getting poor. When I'm down, I would gobble down lots of food to make myself feel better. Because of this, my weight is getting more and more shocking (it's soaring). When I eat alot, my weight will gain, and when my weight gains, I feel guilty and frustrated, and when I'm frustrated, I would eat alot, and it goes on and on. I'm getting really rebellious and complains for the whole day. I'm really not happy with myself, the world, and everything. I always feel so dissatified, and my thoughts always running wild. I felt so worthless and awkward. Even thoughts of commiting suicide flashed through my mind. Sometimes I wonder why is God so unfair. Why is this happening to me.

vindicated @ 2:14 AM